It's incredible how these two cute loves of mine can create days of havoc and exhaustion like today. Where I wish, more than all the moons and stars, that Jeremy were here. I love my babes more than anything, but it sure does get challenging going at it alone. I'm so grateful for my life and my loves, but I am truly exhausted. Between school, sports, doctor's appointments, household chores, business needs, wedding planning, financial planning, and personal needs - often it's all I can do to keep myself together, to keep myself from begging Jeremy to return home. Two more months and he will be. That's what I keep telling myself.